Thoughts...

~Tonight is night #2 of Kate going to sleep plug-less.

She is still crying...

~ Jonah has a nasty itchy rash on his torso and legs.

Not quite poison ivy (or Toys and Ivy as Jonah says), source of rash is undetermined.

~Said rash has made Jonah very grouchy.

Oh, and he has been up 6 times a night.

~ Jake is at academy, yet again, tonight. I am really starting to miss that guy.

~ I took the kids to vehicle night at the library tonight.

They loved it.

I am tired.

~ I wonder when the things I say 782 times a day will really start to sink in...

I should just record myself saying these things, and then play it on "repeat" all day long.

~ Jonah and Lily are in a wedding next week.

They are going to look unbelievably cute.

I am terrified that they are going to mess up the whole wedding.

~ Jake and I are already dreaming about our Outer Banks vacation we are going to take in the Spring.

It's going to amazing.

~It has been just about 3 years since I have talked to them.

I don't even know how that makes me feel- sad, angry, confused.

I wonder if things will ever work out. When we will talk again.

I just don't understand how they could have let it get this way.

It breaks my heart.

But this is how it has to be right now.


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